This year I had a booth at Goddess Fest and my biggest fear was that I wouldn't have any business! Being a BBW, I've had people think that because I'm a chunky monkey, I couldn't possibly be a healer. Some people perceive healers as these thin, tanned, glowing people and anyone who doesn't fit this mold is obviously not gifted. My experience is that most healers can't heal themselves. We heal with Spirit and you can't heal your Spirit with your Spirit. It sets up a redundant loop.
I was sharing a booth with people selling Essential Oils and there were four psychics on one side of me and a line of psychics on the other. Most of them were older than me and looked well-established. I was afraid that people would pass me by! I wasn't prepared for the response I got from the community!
I sat in my booth from 9in the morning to 11:00 at night and had one long, nearly endless stream of people! I couldn't believe it. The Fest closed at 9 on Saturday and I stayed well past that to complete readings! On Sunday the Fest closed at 5 o'clock and I was there past 8 giving readings and healing! It was extraordinarily humbling experience!
I had so many amazing experiences with the folks I read. Several people brought in loved ones who had Crossed Over and was able to reconnect to them through the messages I got. I was able to give healings to so many people and I could see such a difference in them as they left!
What a true honor and blessing it is to take all the crap in your life and realize that it all had a purpose and you were able to grow into something beautiful from all the ugliness in your life. It is the best way to take all the crap of the past and bless it. I honestly wouldn't change those experiences if it has helped me be where I am today! If my suffering and confusion helped me to become someone that can help others in such a powerful way, then I truly wouldn't change a thing! And that is the most empowering thing I have ever experienced!
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