Sunday, October 25, 2009

Jaw R.E.S.E.T.ting- A new technique!

Wow! I took a class yesterday on how to reset the alignment of the jaw by energizing the muscles of the head. It was amazing! I was experiencing stabbing pain shooting through my ear every time I yawned and after the class I can yawn without pain! The clicking has stopped and I feel calm, relaxed and had the best sleep of my life! I'm so refreshed!

I was very excited to get certified to give this technique to others. Especially when I learned that jaw resetting has benefited everything from allergies to knee pain! Its incredible that when one muscle is off, it affects the whole body.

I will be very excited to give this treatment to others because I know it will make a real difference in their lives!

Friday, October 23, 2009

Crossing Over at the Psychic Fair

Today I had a totally awesome experience! I took part in a Holistic Fair (yes in the pouring rain!!!) and even though few people came, I had some really incredible experiences.

The most memorable experience was with a woman who felt that her father was in the Spirit Realm assisting her and acting as a guardian angel. My teacher said we were going to allow him to use her "Grid" to help him ascend into the Light. As she was getting ready to start I interupted her and told her that he was telling me that he couldn't leave because his daughter was anchoring him here and he needed to help her. My teacher told the woman to forgive him for crossing over and when she did I had the most amazing experience. I felt such an enormous amount of emotion in my heart (something that is unusual for me). I felt a rush of energy running up my body and I actually started crying (something VERY unusual for me). It was such a release and relief. I was feeling such amazing energy! My chest to the top of my head got very warm and it was one of the most incredible experiences of my life!

A lot of people don't realize that our needs some times anchor loved ones to us after they have crossed. This experience allowed me to understand that even though we want our loved ones with us always, we have to allow them their space, just like in life. They have work to do and lives to live. We cannot demand their attention 24/7. It is a simple matter to call them to you, but when we chain them with heavy emotion, it keeps them from going where they need to be.

What a beautiful day!

Mud and all!!!

Meeting David and the Neighbor

When I was 18 I moved out of the house and I got involved with a "realtor" who rented Foreclosed apartments that had been vacated. You would only get to stay in them for a couple of months before the bank took them over, but they were very cheap and in SoCal, that was a blessing!

I moved into one of these apartments and the first night, as I laid in bed, I "saw" a man lay down next to me and look at me. He smiled. Unlike my other experiences I wasn't freaked out at all. He had such a nice energy that I felt comforted by his presence. He was like the big brother I always wanted!

A week later the next door neighbor came and she said, "You do know someone died in here don't you?" (yeah your typical busy body!) I said to her, "Yeah in the bedroom right?" and she affirmed that. I asked her, "Was it a tall, thin guy who wears really tight jeans and alligator boots and a cowboy hat? He had brown hair didn't he?" She looked at me strangely and asked, "Oh, did you know him?" I told her I didn't. She looked at me even more strangely and asked, "Were you a friend of the family?" I told her I wasn't. She asked me if I had seen a picture of him in some degree of desperation. When I told her I hadn't, she got exasperated and asked me how I knew what he looked like. I told her not to freak out but I was psychic and the first night I moved in, he came and introduced himself to me and laid down beside me.

She looked at me for a minute, waiting for the laugh that would signify a joke and when it wasn't forthcoming she hurried back to her own apartment and never spoke to me again!!! She would even go around the entire building to get her mail on my side of the building because she wanted to avoid me so badly!

This is a great example of the fear and bigotry intuitives can face. People don't understand and some people have religious convictions that they believe encourage them to despise people like us. Its such a shame that the world has systematically destroyed and persecuted people with these Gifts.

I often wonder what the world would be like today if intuitives had been encouraged instead of persecuted!

Strange Encounters with the Other Side

One day when I was 12, I was laying on the couch and watching TV, when I felt and then "saw" an older man leaning over and looking down at me! I was terrified! I didn't know what was happening and didn't know what to do. From that point on I've been in contact with the Other Side. The ability has changed a good deal since I spent every waking moment trying to suppress it. Now I rarely feel and "see" them in the same way.

I find it a terrible shame that there is no education or support in our community for people who display clairvoyant tendencies. If I had had some education and realized what was happening to me, I would have actively developed that ability instead of spending so much time and energy suppressing it! Popular media has only just begun to show that people with these abilities can use their Gift to help others. When I was growing up these abilities and "visitations" were painted in a much different light.

When I have kids tell me their experiences I never hesitate to assure them they are real. Its important that our children are encouraged and supported in their experiences. Forcing a child to ascribe to our reality is something I oppose. We need to teach our children to honor what they experience and support their reality. We need to empower them with the knowledge that we have seniority over discarnate entities and that these beings have no power over us.

Popular media paints a different story, but perhaps in time they will update their views in support of Truth.

"You Have No Power Over Me"

When I was 19 I moved to Reno, to be near my family. I stayed with my mother and grandmother while I was looking for my own apartment.

The first night I was there I knew something was very wrong. The apartment had a strange and unnatural atmosphere. My grandmother seemed very strange and spacey while my mother seemed very angry and frustrated. They showed me strange spots in my grandmother's room that looked like the carpet had been burned. My grandmother had commented that it looked as though those burns had been slowly coming up from beneath the carpet. Grandma never had any matches or candles and never lit things, so I know the strange melted spots didn't come from her.

I was laying on the couch, trying to get to sleep and the darkest entity I have ever experienced in my life came into the room. The whole atmosphere changed. It became "darker" and heavier. It felt like something very large taking up space. The atmosphere suddenly became so oppressive and I felt so threatened that I began to panic. I couldn't move and I didn't know what to do, when suddenly, a scene from the movie 'Labyrinth' came to mind. In it a girl faces a greater force that has dominated her life and she states, "You have no power over me."

I decided to give it a try and said to the entity, "You have no power over me. Begone!", putting as much feeling and emphasis in it as I could. The entity immediately left, but the next day my grandmother was acting very strangely. A few days later the entity came again and again I sent it away. I felt proud of myself that I had learned that I was powerful enough to send away something that had so terrified me!

This began to happen on an almost daily basis. Every time I was visited and I sent it away, I would notice my grandmother seemed strange the next day. She began seeming tired and irritable and somewhat confused. I didn't know what was happening and wouldn't until a few dramatic experiences made it come clear.

The first instance happened one night when I had a visitation and actually struggled to send it away. The next day my grandmother went to take the garbage out and had been taking a really long time when a neighbor and his son came bringing her back. She wasn't making much sense and had hit her head. She had to be taken to the hospital. She wasn't obviously injured, but she was never the same after that.

The day before Thanksgiving (my grandmother's birthday), I had another visitation and I had to really fight to send it away again. The next day I was busy making plans for my grandmother and myself to go to one of the casinos for Turkey Dinner. My mom was working and it was important to me to celebrate Grandma's birthday and Thanksgiving and get away from the oppressive atmosphere for awhile. I chose a casino, arranged transportation and got ready. When it was time to go, Grandma said she wasn't feeling well and didn't want to. I forced her to go (something I will always regret) and the next morning I found out that she had been having little mini strokes all day. My mom had taken her to the hospital early in the morning because she had had a larger event!

The next experience was right before Christmas. My grandmother had gotten home from the hospital and things had been fine for awhile. About a week before Christmas, I had another visitation. I sent it away, again after a struggle. The next morning I woke up to an empty house and later found out my Grandmother had had a heartache in the early morning and had to be rushed to the hospital! Surprisingly enough it still didn't come clear for me then.

The last incident that really opened my eyes was when I had been sleeping in my grandmother's room because my cats were keeping her awake all night (they had to be kept there because they fought with Mom's cats). Grandma got Mom's bed and Mom got the couch. That night I was laying in bed with my cat, Antarra, sitting on my chest. All of a sudden I felt the presence, and at the same time, Antarra went rigid and turned around to face the door. He was hissing and growling and acting terrified! (This is a good demonstration that animals possess psychic abilities just like humans!)

I sent the entity away and went to sleep. I woke up early in the morning from a terrible dream where I had doomed the whole world by making an incorrect choice and I awoke in bed, paralyzed. I literally could not move as a distorted voice reverberated in my head, "Northern Nevada is on the brink of destruction." I can't really tell you how it sounded other than an electronically- distorted mockery of a human voice. That night Grandma woke up in the middle of the night, went into my mother's bathroom and somehow became disoriented. She fell against the bathtub and literally skinned a 6 by 4 inch place on her arm. It was so bad she had to be taken to the doctor. Older skin peels away easily and her skin had literally been peeled away!

It was then I stupidly realized that she was being attacked because I was taking power over the entity and my precious Grandma was easy prey!!!

After that I called the entity to me. I asked it what it wanted. I didn't get an answer, just an overpowering feeling of frustration and anger. I never sent it away again.

The final dramatic experience may well be the most dramatic of all...

One night my mother was working late and I was resting on her bed. Her bedroom window had an outside patio light just outside the window and she had vertical blinds partially open. I was laying back and all of a sudden this complete certainty came over me that my grandmother was dead. I knew she was dead and I felt compelled to jump up out of bed, but when I tried to do so, I found I couldn't move. It was as if I lost all control of my body!!! I lay there facing the certainty that my grandmother had died and not being able to get up and check on her, when I was suddenly covered in a feeling like bugs crawling all over me! I couldn't open my eyes because I knew if I did I would see all manner of insects swarming over my skin! I starting thinking, "You have no power over me!" again and again until I was finally able to wiggle a toe. After I moved my toe I was able to move a bit and I turned my head and looked at the window and I actually physically saw a creature standing there. It looked like a shadow cut-out. I saw a head and a face that appeared to have some kind of curly beard like a drawing. It had holes were its eyes should have been, but even so I could tell that it saw me and that it was glaring a look of malevolence upon me. I closed my eyes and shook my head and when I looked again it was gone.

That was the most dramatic and terrible experience I have had with low vibration entities and it is something I will never forget.

Needless to say, my grandmother was not dead.

I learned so much from these terrible experiences and have been able to empower others through what I learned. I learned that entities will attack those who are weak and fearful. They prey on the young and the old because they tend to be helpless and confused much of the time and prone to fear and the raw emotion entities live on. My grandmother was always a fearful person and I believe this is why she was so very vulnerable. She was also a tremendously wonderful and loving lady who never saw anything bad in anyone. That wasn't enough to protect her. Her fear allowed her to be preyed upon irregardless!

If you are suffering from these kind of attacks, I have only one thing to tell you:

TAKE BACK YOUR POWER NOW!!!

Experiencing Entities at Five Years Old

When I was five I started having strange experiences of being tormented by low vibration entities. I would "see" blobs of dark energy that radiated feelings of anger and fear. I would feel them before I even entered a room. Sometimes shapes would be inhabited by a seemingly dark presence. One time a school uniform hung up on the closet door seemed alive and I was so terrified I couldn't move.

Strange events occurred that I still can't explain. I remember going into my mother's room one night and looking at her class wine cask that had long-held all her lose change. I felt compelled to turn the spigot and water poured out into my hand! I thought I must be imagining it so I went into the bathroom and turned on the light and my hand was indeed wet. I ran my fingers over it. I could actually feel it! I knew this to be impossible because the wine cask was old and had been bone-dry before my mother put any coins into it. There was no water in it at all and the next day when I looked at in the light, it was still bone dry!

An even more unexplainable incident occurred when I was lying on the floor by my bedroom door. I saw my mother come out of the kitchen and go into the the open bathroom and shut the door. I sat there watching and a minute later my mother came from the kitchen and walked past the still-closed bathroom door into her bedroom and shut the door. I was terrified!

These incidents were completely unexplainable but instilled a sense of terror in me. And there were much worse happenings. I would see teddy bears turn their heads to look at me and grow fangs at night. I would see burned people walking towards me coming from my mother's closet. I lived in a constant state of terror.

In investigating cases like this over the years I've come to learn that many people have similar experiences and the more profound experiences are usually had by people with some psychic ability. This is why children almost universally fear the dark and have experiences like this. Very few adults continue to experience these things but those that do generally seem to have clairvoyant abilities. I had these experiences all my life.

One of the amazing things I've learned from being tormented by entities is that we have power over them. This is a secret they don't want us to know. This is one of the reasons they torment us as children. If they can dominate us in infancy, they can subjugate us for life. These beings feed off emotions of fear and anger. If we are tormented as children, when we are at our most vulnerable, we are raised to think that they are more powerful. This is just not the case. In my experience we can take back our power.

Working a Booth at the Goddess Festival

This year I had a booth at Goddess Fest and my biggest fear was that I wouldn't have any business! Being a BBW, I've had people think that because I'm a chunky monkey, I couldn't possibly be a healer. Some people perceive healers as these thin, tanned, glowing people and anyone who doesn't fit this mold is obviously not gifted. My experience is that most healers can't heal themselves. We heal with Spirit and you can't heal your Spirit with your Spirit. It sets up a redundant loop.

I was sharing a booth with people selling Essential Oils and there were four psychics on one side of me and a line of psychics on the other. Most of them were older than me and looked well-established. I was afraid that people would pass me by! I wasn't prepared for the response I got from the community!

I sat in my booth from 9in the morning to 11:00 at night and had one long, nearly endless stream of people! I couldn't believe it. The Fest closed at 9 on Saturday and I stayed well past that to complete readings! On Sunday the Fest closed at 5 o'clock and I was there past 8 giving readings and healing! It was extraordinarily humbling experience!

I had so many amazing experiences with the folks I read. Several people brought in loved ones who had Crossed Over and was able to reconnect to them through the messages I got. I was able to give healings to so many people and I could see such a difference in them as they left!

What a true honor and blessing it is to take all the crap in your life and realize that it all had a purpose and you were able to grow into something beautiful from all the ugliness in your life. It is the best way to take all the crap of the past and bless it. I honestly wouldn't change those experiences if it has helped me be where I am today! If my suffering and confusion helped me to become someone that can help others in such a powerful way, then I truly wouldn't change a thing! And that is the most empowering thing I have ever experienced!

The Aura and What it Tells Me.

Lately I've been doing a lot of healings and I often encounter people with their auras somewhat aligned to the left or right side of the person. In talking to the Creator I've discovered that this is telling me when a person is focused on the past or future, their aura changes its position to represent where a person is projecting themselves. For me, if a person is projecting themselves into the future and they are facing me, their aura is shifted to their left. If they are projecting into the past, it is shifted to the right.

Today I did a healing on a client who had the most dramatically-aligned aura I have ever seen. It was completely shifted all the way to their left! When I questioned her I found that she has no memory of a large part of her childhood. She was so focused on forgetting events in her life that her aura literally pulled away from the past and wasn't even encompassing her Energetic Bodies at all! This is not a natural state for people to be in. Animals don't exist in the future or the past. They stay grounded in Present Time and their auras always center around them perfectly.

As Spiritual Beings we must remain in Present Time in order to take advantage of the moment. It is within Present Time that we realize our power to Manifest and create our Reality. I was told that while we are in Present Time, we are in the Presence of the Creator. I found this to be true for me. When I'm giving a reading, I have to be in Present Time. The information I get is clear and comes from the Creator. This is why I have such success with what I do.

Another aspect of auric healing is to repair tears and holes. Tears are most often caused when one is attacked by another person, either physically, emotionally, or energetically. Holes are often caused by criticism and judgement.

After today's healing I realized something I hadn't put together before. When I see damage on a particular side of the aura, its telling me when the damage occured. For my client today, her holes were largely a part of her childhood. The other side of her aura was clear! I'm excited about learning this today as it is a remarkable tool for healing and growth.

Part of my job as a Healer is to realign the aura to the body. Since the aura is an energetic filter and helps to keep out other people's energies and emotions from entering the Energetic Bodies, it is essential that the aura be properly maintained and aligned. When my clients experience a healing, they almost universally feel clearer, centered, balanced and full of positive energy. They become lighter and more clearly feel the Presence of Creator. Having an aura that is properly aligned and repaired is key in producing a profound effect and in keeping that new state from reverting to older expressions.

I strongly encourage other healers to pay close attention to the aura of the person they are healing and not to become focused on just unblocking chakras or cutting psychic cords. The aura is often overlooked by healers and its value is greatly underestimated!

Lately I've been doing a lot of healings and I often encounter people with their auras somewhat aligned to the left or right side of the person. In talking to the Creator I've discovered that this is telling me when a person is focused on the past or future, their aura changes its position to represent where a person is projecting themselves. For me, if a person is projecting themselves into the future and they are facing me, their aura is shifted to their left. If they are projecting into the past, it is shifted to the right.

Today I did a healing on a client who had the most dramatically-aligned aura I have ever seen. It was completely shifted all the way to their left! When I questioned her I found that she has no memory of a large part of her childhood. She was so focused on forgetting events in her life that her aura literally pulled away from the past and wasn't even encompassing her Energetic Bodies at all! This is not a natural state for people to be in. Animals don't exist in the future or the past. They stay grounded in Present Time and their auras always center around them perfectly.

As Spiritual Beings we must remain in Present Time in order to take advantage of the moment. It is within Present Time that we realize our power to Manifest and create our Reality. I was told that while we are in Present Time, we are in the Presence of the Creator. I found this to be true for me. When I'm giving a reading, I have to be in Present Time. The information I get is clear and comes from the Creator. This is why I have such success with what I do.

Another aspect of auric healing is to repair tears and holes. Tears are most often caused when one is attacked by another person, either physically, emotionally, or energetically. Holes are often caused by criticism and judgement.

After today's healing I realized something I hadn't put together before. When I see damage on a particular side of the aura, its telling me when the damage occured. For my client today, her holes were largely a part of her childhood. The other side of her aura was clear! I'm excited about learning this today as it is a remarkable tool for healing and growth.

Part of my job as a Healer is to realign the aura to the body. Since the aura is an energetic filter and helps to keep out other people's energies and emotions from entering the Energetic Bodies, it is essential that the aura be properly maintained and aligned. When my clients experience a healing, they almost universally feel clearer, centered, balanced and full of positive energy. They become lighter and more clearly feel the Presence of Creator. Having an aura that is properly aligned and repaired is key in producing a profound effect and in keeping that new state from reverting to older expressions.

I strongly encourage other healers to pay close attention to the aura of the person they are healing and not to become focused on just unblocking chakras or cutting psychic cords. The aura is often overlooked by healers and its value is greatly underestimated!

Strange Happenings in the Cemetary

When I was 13 my mother, grandmother and I visited the cemetery where my grandfather was buried. We had decided to look for my grandmother's sister, Evelyn's grave. We looked all around where they thought she was buried, up on a hill away from where we parked. We looked for over and hour and we were about to give up. My mother told me to go back to the car and wait. On my way back I saw a grave all by itself, set under a beautiful tree. It interested me and went over to investigate the plaque set in the ground that marked the grave. I read that the man had been a veteran and a funny thought came into my head.

Following my impulse I took off my shoes and put my bare hands and feet on the plaque. I said his name and then said, "Lead me to Evelyn's Grave" I closed my eyes and walked where I felt I should. I went in a straight line and then quite suddenly turned very sharply. I was standing on her plaque! I couldn't believe it. She shouldn't have been in that direction. It was almost near the car, the opposite of where they said she was buried. She was supposed to be buried a hundred yards away!

Needless to say I screamed for my mother! This was another incident that frightened me when I should have been grateful to have been of Service!

Psychic at Two Years Old?

When I was only two years old I had my first remembered psychic experience. I was at a daycare center and another girl and myself were going to put on a little play for the parents. There was an old TV cabinet that had been converted into a stage and we were about to go inside it to put on a show.

Suddenly I had a strange flash- I "saw" us already inside the cabinet and it tilting crazily and the girl I was with stepping out between the wall and the bookshelf on the left of the cabinet. I didn't know what happened and shrugged it off. I was too excited about putting on the play for the parents to worry about anything!

We got inside the cabinet and began to act silly for the parents, when it suddenly began rocking crazily back and forth. The other little girl jump out and slid between the wall and the bookshelf and I was left trapped inside the cabinet! It tilted back and hit me on the head, forcing me to bite through my tongue, nearly severing it completely! I was rushed to the hospital where I had my tongue stitched back on. Thankfully I didn't lose it!